Then last weekend when I met this man who was studying Bible school. He said he was talking to God and, and then it became a whole new perspective for me again. And then yesterday when I met this man, he talked about there being no God. Without what is happening in the world, it is that all countries are trying to bring out a man who becomes so pure that he becomes God. That he has made amends for all that he has done then is completely pure, and is God, and will decide, and that all countries become one, and it becomes a language.
[Me: And that's a positive development then]
Mmm. It's very positive then.
[Me: There's something going on… It's not something you hear about then. But that it would go on in secret, that such work is going on. It's not something you see in the report.
Maybe you don't have to write that.
Maybe you don't have to write that either. You can write it in a smart way, if you want it.
[Me: You mean not to]
So that it does not /ohörb/
[Me: Well, that's what you mean… So it made an impression on you, just a higher power, how to look at it… What he said yesterday]
Yes, absolutely, it was… Yes, it was transformative.
[Me: But it was so transformative that it upset some feeling you had before yesterday]
As they said then, if there is no God… And somehow, that's it, well. People are fighting over what god should be called, and what to follow then for faith and religion. Well, then maybe it's not so strange then if you're at war over it, because maybe no one really knows then, if there isn't a God. I wonder what is there, because there is something.
I think of christians who have struggled with this for 2,000 years. How can there be a god if there is war and suffering, how to think about it as well]
I don't know how much I can tell you about what he talked about yesterday. But it really was… For example, if they found… You're going to have to come up with some clever way to write this, so, I don't want it passed on so they can track down some source. Because this made me a little worried, because what the hell do they have power? Because he said… The souls they use go in and read your thoughts. So maybe they're here, right now, when we're sitting and talking. So maybe you're already embroiled in that soup. I have no idea. And he talked about all of these like, you know movies like… Mission Impossible, and all of it. All there is. All of it exists somehow. What was the question again
[I: Well, the meaning of suffering, how can there be a god]
If they're going to find Hitler, they're going to stab him. And he's going to suffer… The more he suffers, the higher the points they get, to get more help from the souls, to get even more help to get the people of the country to do better things. And the more good things people do in the country, the more help they get from these souls to win wars, for example… They decide war in advance, these then in the security forces of the countries. These people are in every country. And those most highly placed then have this connection with the souls, and they can go in and say that this and that man you're going to do this and this happens for, just every now and then. And they showed that to this man I met yesterday, that the day after tomorrow the clock blah-blah-blah then you will stumble blah-blah-blah. And exactly what happened to him
[Me: Okay… Hm]
Also that he was raised in Lebanon, and for him to go through all this suffering, for things that he has done in previous lives, but also for him to learn about evil… It's the worst place there is, Lebanon. and learn about this evil, to be able to do good now.
[Me: So you could meet… You had similar lives. You can live multiple lives and
Yes. And that's also why he felt safe and could tell me this.
[I' ll you see each other again, you think]
Yes. For the spiritual we will do it.
[Me: That's what you said… You didn't feel any chemistry like that.
Or maybe it was just the meeting we were going to have.
[Me: But I'm still curious… You might think it was a story that was very unlikely. And there are a lot of people with weird ideas in town. What made an impression on you, however, was it also this that you have this idea… There's a kind of meaning in what you're seeing.
Yes, absolutely. That will be guidance for me. And I'm going to ask, why should I hear that?
Why would I hear that the day before I was supposed to see you? And I'll tell you. And what if you do the wrong thing with that information, if it ends up in the wrong hands?
[Yes, it's going to be a much more complex… When you think so that things can be meaningful… Life becomes more complex. Even if you just get up, drink coffee and go to work, and come home and]
Yes, because right now, this is just growing and growing, so I'm just like this, what… There is no limit, there is no limit. And what is my life's mission here, why should I need to know this for and why it comes into my life. What am I going to do with it? And then I'll be like this… Well, if you've walked different lives together, and I've probably had some life with him then, because this meeting was so… I felt like I was really going to meet this man. And I have no doubt that I would either. That's what you think, if he's had any previous life with Hitler. I had anything to do with Hitler.
[Me: Yes, it will be… But still, I think you're describing that you have a worldview that's still quite bright and positive… And I think what you're telling you now is darker in some way, what he's told you]
There is darkness and light.
[I: Yes, I understand that]
I had to choose the light. And that's also how I got to myself in… that I have had different lives with a lot of black art, and that I have had to opt out of it, and choose the light. Working with the light… Light and Love
[Me: Yes, it is… That sounded serious.
But I was on myself. Because I called my friend then, my friend who I usually talk to. And yesterday when I was on the way home, on the bus, like this… I don't know if I can talk about this on the phone. I don't know, I don't know. I need to meet and talk. And then I called… I told him that about Hitler, and she said, I've read in some book that he now lives as a woman then, a mother, and really gets to work on this, with this maternal side like, loving… And then when I sat and had coffee today, during the day, so ba, damn, what if I've had a life like him? I've been working as a fan of my motherhood, with my kids. Am I Hitler and Laughing?
[I: How did that thought feel then]
I was a piece of. I thought, well, now I was connected to him. Then they'll find me. Then I'm going to get stabbed. But then I'll have to think. Yes, either I'm Hitler, and I'm going to get stabbed. Yes, they're going to find me someday. If it's really like this, they'll find me someday. All right, yes… I can't do much. I'm going to suffer satan, but I can't go worry about it. Or maybe it's just that I'd hear these things, because there's something I need to SEE, which might be about the light and the darkness. Or whatever, but there's something I need to see. Maybe I need to be scared, to think… I am Hitler and so on. Because there's something I need to see. I don't know, I don't know. But those are the thoughts I get. And it's a bit like this thing with that, yes, but there may be metaphors as well.[Me: Materialized or]
No, no idea. /Ohörb… "After", what I heard yesterday, anything can happen.
[Me: It really made an impression on you] -p9?